bleeding

Copyright Kalista (Kirsten S)

I lay here bleeding that’s all I can do until there’s nothing left. As they hit and soak the ground, it happens... it rings. Who do I find on the other side... you and all your might. I stop bleeding so you won’t know the way I am, as I have kept myself from you... You’re my drug, you’re my alcohol, you’re my nicotine... What can I do you’ve got me addicted, I crave you, I know you’re bad for me. You’re an addiction i never want to give up . You think you know how I feel for you, but you only know what I want you to know ,as I hide how much I care. So I keep this secret as I speak to you, as if I am not bleeding for you. When we talk I bleed more and more knowing it won’t take the pain away. But I do it anyway... Hoping one day you’ll break my door down, break these chains around me, free me and say “ I love you and I need you” then grab me and hold me - like I am going to fall off the edge of the world - and let me bleed all my pain onto you. With this in my mind I shove it away and lie saying it will never last.... Still I hide the fact I’m bleeding for you xxxxxxxxxxx please stop this bleeding. xxxxxxxxxxx